Hello, my Love, and welcome back to Letters from Midlife, part of Midlife by Design: Curating Your Next Chapter Podcast.
I’m Kiran, and today I’m responding to a letter from one of our listeners, a woman who, like so many of us in midlife, is facing a kind of emotional unravelling she never expected.
She writes:
“I never used to be an anxious person, but lately it feels like anxiety is running my life. My heart races for no reason, my mind spirals at night, and even small things overwhelm me. Is this really menopause, or am I just not coping anymore?”
First of all, my Love, I want you to breathe for a moment. Because what you’re describing is something I hear from women all the time. And I want to say this clearly: you are not failing, and you are not falling apart.
What you’re experiencing is incredibly common in perimenopause and menopause, even for women who have never struggled with anxiety before.
Here’s the thing most of us were never taught:
Menopause is not just a reproductive shift. It’s a neurological one.
When oestrogen fluctuates, the parts of the brain responsible for emotional regulation, stress response, and steady thinking become more sensitive. Your body doesn’t feel as anchored as it once did, and your mind reacts to that uncertainty.
So the anxiety you’re feeling?
It’s not a character flaw.
It’s not you “being dramatic.”
It’s not a lack of coping skills.
It’s your nervous system trying to find a new rhythm.
I remember going through something similar myself. There were days when my heart felt like it was racing ahead of me, nights when sleep refused to come because my mind simply would not quiet down. Even basic tasks felt heavier. And the worst part wasn’t the anxiety itself; it was the shame around it. The sense of why can’t I just handle this?
But here’s what I learned:
Your body is not betraying you. It’s communicating with you. And the invitation right now is to slow down, soften, and support your system rather than fight it.
So if you’re listening and this feels familiar, here are a few places to begin:
1. Start with your breath.
Not the deep, dramatic breaths we’re told to do when stressed, but slow, soft, gentle breathing. In through the nose, out through the mouth. Longer exhales than inhales. This tells your nervous system: I’m safe.
2. Create micro-moments of grounding throughout the day.
A hand on your chest.
Two minutes of stepping outside into fresh air.
A warm drink held with both hands.
A moment where you consciously reconnect with your body.
These small acts add up.
3. Stabilise your blood sugar.
It sounds simple, but it’s profound. Protein at breakfast, regular meals, and avoiding long stretches without food can soften anxiety dramatically.
Hormones and glucose are intertwined; when one swings, the other often follows.
4. Ease up on perfection.
Your capacity is shifting, and that’s okay. Lowering your expectations of yourself is not giving up; it’s adapting to what your body needs right now.
5. Don’t be afraid to get support.
For many women, HRT changes everything, not just hot flushes or sleep, but anxiety too. And supplements like magnesium glycinate or omega-3s can be genuinely supportive. You don’t have to push through alone.
And here’s something I want you to hold onto:
This is not forever.
Your nervous system will find its new equilibrium. Your mind will quieten again. You will not feel like this always.
Here’s a journaling prompt for this week, if it resonates:
What does my anxiety need from me right now: comfort, space, support, rest, or reassurance?
Write without judgment. Let your truth rise gently.
Thank you so much to the listener who sent in this tender, honest question.
If you’d like to send me a letter or a voice note of your own, you can do so here - I would love to hear from you.
And if you’d like more reflections, resources, and gentle rituals to support your midlife journey, visit Kiransinghuk.com.
Until next time, my Love, remember this:
Anxiety is not a sign that you’re losing yourself. It’s a sign that something in you is asking to be held with care, attention, and compassion.
You’re becoming, one breath at a time.
Kiran x
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